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1. Have you ever called a person useless?

-> nope. i've been called useless before though =p

2. What object in your room is really important to you?

-> my guitar and bible xD

3. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

-> perhaps. not too sure myself. ask the peoplee around mee =p

4. Do you smile a lot?

-> i dont think so. lol

5. Would you kiss an ugly person for $10,000?

-> no way. not coz of the ugliness though. a kiss if for the people you love right?

6. Where were you today?

-> goshen (merv's relative's farmhouse)

7. What kind of sense of humor do you have?

-> i dont do it at people's expense. maybe at movies ;-)

8. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?

-> tell which people what?

10. When is the last time you talked to an ex?

-> two days ago

11. If you had to delete one person off your top friends list, who would it be?

-> do i have a choice?

14. If you find out your bestfriend was pregnant how would you react?

-> start praying. seriouss

15. Is your shirt new?

-> sort of

16. Where is the last place you went out to eat?

-> dong guan

17. Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?

-> nopee

18. Do you live near your ex?

-> nope. is it me or is this thing all bout exes?? xD

19. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?

-> i wanna have eternity in heaven ^^

20. Has your house ever been TPd?

-> whazzat?

21. Did you sing in the shower today?

-> yep

22. Who was the last person you went shopping with?

-> parents

23. Where is the last place you went shopping?

-> i forgot xD

24. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?

-> nope

26. What kind of car do you drive?

-> anything i can get my hands on. wait. i cant drive

27. Do you know your fathers birthday?

-> yep

28. What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend?

-> someone who's funny, outgoing, caring and is filled with faith =)

29. How old will you be in 8 months?

-> 16 years 8 months O.o

30. Do you prefer a call or a text?

-> anything

31. Did you enjoy your last kiss?

-> that is meant at the altar during my marriage

32. Are you happy right now?

-> half-half

33. Do your parents drink coffee every morning?

-> nope

34. One song that's meaningful to you?

-> Forever by Hillsongs. I sound so churchy xDD

35. Do you think you could kill someone?

-> no way

36. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?

-> ocean

37. Is there currently a movie showing that you want to see?

-> iron man?? julia, if you're reading this, stop laughing =p

38. Do you like your high school?

-> im fine with it

39. Does a kiss make you feel better?

-> no experience with that

40. What is or was your favorite subject in school?

-> physics and add math!! xD

41. What's your favorite kind of cereal?

-> the ones from australia. dont know the brand though xD

42. Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?

-> we should hate?
43. Name 5 people you'd like to tag
-> anyone who reads this =p

Proverbs 12:19

Did you even remember

How we used to hold hands last year,
and stared into each others eyes
the world meant nothing to us, and
all i could see was just you and me.
my trust grew so strong for you
but you turned out to be different along the way.
as circumstances came to pass,
i felt betrayed as i lost myself
being thrown into a world of demise,
i turned, i squirmed, i yelled and screamed
to find myself losing my very life, to say the least.
You lied.
we broke up, but no it didnt end there,
my trust for you was still right there.
nine months has passed, and all i can say is,
I don't know you anymore.

Lord, preserve me.

Pedal.

I used to think of God as my observer, my judge, keeping track of the things I did wrong, so as to know whether I merited heaven or hell when I die. He really was out there, but in my eyes, like the president of the world. I recognised His picture when I saw it, but I didn't really know Him.

But later on when I met Christ, it seemed as though life were rather like a bike, but it was a tandem bike - which could be ridden by two at once, and I noticed that Christ was in the back helping me pedal. I don't know just when it was He suggested we switched places, but life has not been the same since. I left my life into His hands, and He was at the controls. I took the back seat to Jesus, My Lord. Christ makes life exciting. Exhilirating, to say the least. When I was in control, I thought I knew the way, but it was boring. Predictable. It was the shortest distance between two points.

But when He took the lead, He knew the delightful long cuts, up mountains, and through rocky places and at breakneck, headswinging speeds; and all i could do was to hang on! Even though the journey gave you an entirely new perspective of the word madness, He said "Pedal!". I was worried and anxious and asked, "Where are you taking me?" He laughed and didn't answer, and I started to learn to trust. I forgot my boring, mundane life and entered the adventure. And whenever I'd say, "I'm scared!", He'd lean back and touch my hand.

He took me to people with gifts that I needed, gifts of healing, acceptance and joy. They gave me their gifts to take away on my journey; our journey. My Lord's and mine. And there we were, riding off into the realm of adventure - again. He said, "Give the gifts away; they're extra baggage. Too much weight," and so i did, to the people we met along the way, and I found that in giving I received, and still our burden is light.

I didn't trust Him in control of my life in the begining. All I saw was me riding alone, being in control of my own bike. Of my life. I thought He'd wreck it, but He knows bike secrets, knows how to make it bend to take sharp corners, jump to clear high rocks, fly to shorten scary passages. And here I am, learning to shut up and pedal in the strangest places, and I'm beginning to enjoy the view and the cool breeze on my face with my delightful and constant companion, Jesus Christ. And when I'm sure I just can't do it anymore, He just smiles and says... "Pedal."

blog?

So far, i've already received some of my exam results. Neither too bad nor too good. Sometimes it just feels as if my soul is wandering through a barren land, searching for Him. Life just gets a little too busy sometimes for me to complete my duties . Suddenly i feel like a jack-of-all trades, going to the most unreasonable ends just to fulfill profane requirements of life (hence my "moodyness").

So and henceforth, i shall refrain from using the internet only so often. I've decided that i would have to strive and push myself to the extreme in academic terms, provided i dont get sick of course =P

I'd most probably be going online only once every month, and to check my email around once every one or two days. But this blog WILL continue to be alive, i promise =)

"I'm glad for having Him brought me to reality" =)

till later in life, so long! xD

Exams so far

Exams. Probably one of the worst fears of students, especially because of the stress given by both teachers and students. BM and Bio was yesterday. The fact that i really am poor in these two subjects just caused fear. I remember having stepped into school during the first day of secondary school, and all i can remember was...

-----------------3 years ago-----------------

walking into the foreign environment, wondering how i got into secondary school. lol. it was assembly, and we were supposed to sit down on the cold, concrete floors. So yeah. On the 1st day of my secondary school life:

*sits down*

*splits*

ooops. heheh xD

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That was three years back. The thought of me being a form one student kinda makes me smile as i think back of how fun it used to be back then. We would spend days on end without caring how we would have to work hard to get good results. Exams were so easy back then. Even though I can understand the syllabus, it horrifies me to know that i have to MEMORISE stuff. But hey, since others can do it, i guess i can do it too =D. As brother Albinus says, "it's no use having self pity on yourself." And it's true. There's no point of just staying back and relaxing. I guess i've got to drive myself hard if i want to succeed in the future. ANYWAYS...




This was what happened during BM paper.

*starts writing*

After the bell rang, my BM teacher, Cik Saleha (she calls herself lao-hu) walked into the class.
Uh-oh. Help meee xD. She is so gonna kill us by being strict. I asked for extra paper and she went to the next class to get the extra papers. She came back and gave me the paper then went about walking around the class, supposedly jaga-ing us. She's kinda strict you know xD

BUT Instead,


Saleha(grining) : Eh, rumusan kamu harus ada 2 isi tersirat dan 6 isi tersurat.

Me(thinking to myself) : Er... o..kay...........

at the same time;

Class : Oh @!#$.

Saleha : Dan pastikan Bahagian A kamu ada 5 isi penting.

Me(thinking) : Wad sorta teacher is this? give tips and format during exam one.

And as if roland read my mind, he said;

Roland : Open mouth exam ka?

=.='""

Suddenly,

Adrian's voice coming from a corner : Moi!

*teacher walks away*

Adrian : Oh Moi!!

*walks away*
*class starts laughing*

Adrian : MOI!!!!

Su : Shut up la.

*teacher walks by*

Saleha : OI!! kamu cakap lagi saya bagi kamu 0 markah!!


O___o""""



Kesian xD


And to add to it, when i walked out of the class, jackson from 4B came to me saying, "I DON LIKE UR BM TEACHER!!"

Me: eh?

Jackson: she said she gonna take the paper and we don nid it coz she say A class smarter.

Ooops paiseh >.<

Meh.

Life's been a bliss, yet has its fiery ordeal. Time is lacking. Not just for now but for the long run. If only there's a way to replace lost time and have the same amount of experience.

Happy Chinese New Year '08 (!!!)

It's midnight. Shots of spark-like flames are been huddled and thrown into the air, leaving behind kids with their mouths wide gaping open, staring in awe and perhaps a little shock as the sounds reverberate across the skies like thunder. I should be out there, watching. I should be drinking with all my uncles, cousins and aunts instead of sitting in front of my comp, missing all the action outside the house.




Two little things though:





1. I'm back from the reunion dinner and
2. i'm BORED of firecrackers













You must be wondering if i had a typo. KELVIN TING!?!??? being BORED with firecrackers?? I thought u liked blowing things up?!?


As a matter of fact, yes i AM bored of firecrackers. Maybe it's because i don't really play them. But hey, i still do have the spirit of Chinese New Year in me u know :P


So.. following Lip Yi's post (I'm such a poser :P), I'm gonna make new year resolutions for this year since i didn't get to during the starting of the year (fear of school y'know) =D



So here are my new year's resolutions (try):




1. sleep early everyday (like that could happen) =P
2. spearhead the SJS robotics club
3. go to World Robot Olympiad again
4. play for Empowered Music Ministry
5. Serve the Lord
6. Leave a certain club
7. Be a prefect (if possible)
8. PROPHECY!! xD
9. go for World Youth Day 2008
10. get a bass
11. not slack in studies
12. whatever comes, comes
13. Be closer to God and seek His face


yep. hoping i'd be able to do that ^^

anyway, Happy Chinese New Year 2008 to all!!! God bless all of ya! =D