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I have to let this out.

I'm not being hypocritical whenever I go for youth gatherings.

I try to live a Holy life, just as how He taught us. I try my best to be nice, to not condemn people, to not do all kinds of things that would break God's heart. I love him.

After going for youth events or going for mass and listening to the priests' sermon, I feel it. A fire.

A fire which would eventually fade the next day. I'd be a goner after that.

I try my best to not lose sight on Him.

It's so hard, Lord.. Help me =(